Marvin Grey

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Epiphanies, Nostalgia, The Aftermath, and The North


The aftermath of the holidays.

The best time for reflection is the quiet pause after a long and winding experience. The trip to the north was a success. It was a fun-filled learning encounter and was a great opportunity to meet new characters. Meeting folks like Francis and Caloy, whose work I've observed and studied, was a huge honor and a privilege. There's Dennis, who I've shared a great deal of my thoughts with; Deric, Jay, and Michael... or Eric (whatever name he fancies), who have delved into different genres and are slowly delving into landscape photography; and of course, Bob, who I haven’t seen in a year, but whose personality I’ve always admired.

The trip to the north also brought forth fuzzy and happy moments from last year's Bangui trip with another group of photographers I've had the pleasure of working with. I would go as far as saying that I miss their company, but we all have to go and seize the new opportunities ahead of us. Nostalgic, but also refreshing to visit an old place with new people I can staple to my memory whenever I think of the Northern part of the Philippines.

My experience has brought epiphany o my thoughts. In my managing and planning of every shoot, I observed how my mental process has changed since early last year. Photography has evolved from a thrill-seeking activity to something that brings me peace and unlocks my creativity. Taking photos has now become a meditative process. After studying techniques and styles, I've stopped seeking approval from peers whom I've admired, but I still heed their advice—every bit of information is vital. I've learned to appreciate the phrase "unless that's what you intended," simply because it glorifies my intention, rather than undermine it. Though people rarely have control over their opinions, it's also helpful to listen to them and be humble. After all, we are never perfect; we can always pick something up from opinions thrown on the table.

Photography—from taking photos, to editing, and to everything that encompasses it—is a process. How we absorb lessons from it is often dependent not just on our teachability or willingness, but also on how our character is built to receive information. Some people learn through theories, others through application. As for myself, I learn from following examples. So, to everyone who became my guiding hand during this process, to the people who have always answered my incessant barrage of questions, to the people I’ve met along the way, my gratitude is always with you.

After all, the most important part of the journey isn't the end.

Thanks for reading.

“Artifact #118: Soujourn”